One day during one of our last practices together, while walking to the MRT to take the train to her house to prac, i asked my partner how was rjc chamber ensemble, and how was second violin. She said rj CE was good, enjoyable and she liked being in second violin (or something to that effect) and then she asked me if rgse was full of politics. She elaborated by asking me whether people were always wanting to sit at the front. I replied her no, and jokingly added that people wanted to sit as back a desk as possible - which was actually quite true for most of us. then i looked at her, and her facial expression told me that she wasn't very convinced.


I don't know why ppl have such impressions of rgse pple, or generically rg ppl. i wonder what actually led them to have stereotypes of us. ok that isn't the point i want to bring across, just an afterthought. the main thing is that something have changed in my opinion of rgse. not that they fight to sit front desk, but today made me realise something about some of the rgse. I am not arrowing anybody in particular, but it just suddenly came to me. anybody who truly knows what im talking about would think that i infer too much, assume too much and all. They would think im a paranoid and stuff like that. but i guess smth inside me warrants this inference.

I really hope my inference is not true. there are certain times when i don't really make sense, and i hope this is one of them.